Wednesday, January 24, 2007

A Spark of Jealousy

Teachers and friends have always
Counseled us not to be jealous -
But how could not we!
As much as jealousy is an unwelcome visitor
Who gatecrashes on us as we
Go about our daily lives
Trying our best not to fall into
The comparison trap,
We are still hard done by
The constant bombardment of things
We want but can't afford or have but
Others have better, bigger, prettier,
More up to the minute, or simply more.

Zap! We are shot by a snot of acidic
Jealousy, burning a hole in our stomach,
Sending a rush of blood into our hearts,
Sucking a breath of air from our lungs,
Drying our tongues.

What am I to do, Counselor?

If you haven't already installed one,
Hook up a hotline to the Damage Control
Department in the Ministry of your Mind,
Call in the Fire Brigade of Your Agama Class
To douse the flame of jealousy
And turn its ashes
Into a seedbed of self-renewal,
A spark of motivation
To fire up the lackadasaical mind,
To reawaken the slumbering heart,
Dusting away the work left undone -
Perhaps the poem/s you wrote ages
Ago but left unfinished?
Your blog looks like an unshaven site
Of shame, rather than of fame?

Well, let the whip of jealousy
Crack you into a gallop
And send you on your way
And, who knows, you just might
Engender the next generation
Of wide-eyed wannabes, who
Moved by the green-eyed monster of jealousy
At what you'll have accomplished,
Start to come into their own,
Perhaps writing poems - with polish.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

jealousy is a part of me. hehe.
cant get it out of the system..!! though i still dont get why ppl associate green with envy... where is the basis for this??

WordWalker said...

Yep, jealousy is jelked into our genes. Good thing too. Otherwise life would be pretty boring. Imagine having a pretty face and nobody gives a hoot! How you handle jealousy though is up to you - can be for good, or the first slip down the slippery slope of your Down Fall.

The origins of the associations of green with jealousy, yellow with cowardice, black with evil, blue with sadness, red with prosperity (Chinese), white with purity, etc,
are all embedded in myths of just as many complexions. Suffice to say they have become accepted by convention and common usage.